Mist.
2009-04-23 -- 1:54 a.m.

So it's a long time since I've been here. The perfectly straight edges of the boxes, the text, is unchanged. I still know every inch of the page, as though it were a smooth, perfectly formed surface of a wooden table; every inch of it exactly perfect, the way it had been every time you'd slid your hand softly across the top, reaching for something you weren't even sure of yet.

I'm not sure how my eyes still work, still focus. I've read so much in the past few days. My eyes are cloudy, constantly moving through an invisible mist, impairing my vision.

The headache is worse though. I'm not sleeping, which is probably why I'm reading so much. I've never slept well, but this is getting ridiculous. I don't care. I've lost all inclination to try anymore.

My back is screaming at me to move, even an inch, just to ease the pain a little. I can't. I'm glued. Whatever.

There's nothing to report.

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