Quick Catch Up
2009-02-22 -- 1:06 a.m.

Everything has changed so much. Now all my diaryland friends are on facebook so why bother using this?

Simple.

It makes me feel better.

I think I forgot what I cared about, what I wanted, what I was living for. I think I forgot who I was and what I stood for.

A lot has happened. My beautiful Clara is growing too fast and she's getting so cheeky. I can see her being the life and soul of everything. You know, the girl everyone knows, everyone likes and is really funny and good at everything. I love her little personality, growing as she does.

I'm at uni and trying to juggle that with Clara which is difficult. I'm playing football now, I've got work coming out of my ears and, to top it all off, I've got a new boyfriend. Uni life is so hectic.

I'm still not sleeping. It's driving me crazy because I get so ratty without sleep and im pretty sure I'm taking it out on everyone around me. I feel awful. It's not helping my moods either. I have too much time to dwell on things because I'm too tired to work or do anything productive. I end up thinking too much about things, and then I end up complicating everything and messing things up.

Sometimes, you think you need to grow up, but then realise that you have. Don't get me wrong, I can still be incredibly childish but, on the whole, I've done a lot of growing up over the last year, and those of you who knew me then and know me now, I think you can see the difference.

Now, I'm back to my book on the emancipation of the Russian serfs, so take care. Let's catch up again soon. Maybe, then, you can tell me more about you.

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